Writings & reflections.

There is a saying in Nepali: “rin lagos tara din nalagos.”It means it is better to take a loan than to owe someone emotionally. But life does not always follow

“For the first time in years… my mind was not talking to me.” It didn’t happen during a meditation retreat. There was no mountain, no spiritual breakthrough, no life-changing event.

We plan them, save for them, and count days until they arrive. And when we finally reach there, something changes almost instantly. We eat without thinking too much, walk slowly,

They don’t talk about grief directly. It never comes up as a word.Instead, they talk about years. About choices that seemed right then. About how certain phases felt longer than

It happened on an ordinary workday. I was busy with my tasks when I noticed a friend looking at me. No expression. No signal. Just a look. Our eyes met